I try to reverse my thoughts and move on from my last project. It is important for me to explore myself and to figure out what makes me happy to be a gay man- it is having sex with a man. During the exploration, I found that having sex with a man allowed me to be more authentic without having to disguise myself. In my design development process, I would like to use a symbol of the asshole and bottom to present about gay sex. I would also like to express and celebrate being in this community and how proud of being myself.